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March 2010
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May 2010
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July 2010
August 2010

Xiexiewo.

Vivian Ng Jia Ling.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Worst april fool's eve ever.
I remain doubtful in w/e ppl tell me.
:D
Try your best to trick me uh uh uh .


8:45 AM


Tuesday, March 30, 2010

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sch as per normal ?
forget what happen during sch le.
aft school , got dnt asp become no have.
go home :D change,
go jerrold hse. slack awhile.
go school. want study, in the end no study.
go home.
Byebye.

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School.
MT, Slack only.
History, nvr bring textbook.
Opps. sorry teacher.
Group work. Dododododo.
maths. 3 period. 1 hr 45 mins.
sian half. will die sia.
starting of the lesson.
threw killer litter down. :O
recess.
english. slack
gossip. talkkkkk.
then chemistry.

after school. play ball
study physics. good boy.
3.45, walk alone to 201.
i walk a lonely roadddddd~
waited 10 mins for derek.
then go tuition centre enrol.
im not gonna be free every tues. D:
for o level, worth it.
enrol finish le. go back school
play awhile bball agn
then home.
Uh ohhhh D:


3:33 AM


Sunday, March 28, 2010

woke up. shag ya.
alarm 7.45 rang,
snooze till 8.30
use comp, shower.
Use hair straightener make my fringe.
Apply spray.
Late :O rush down.
No one thr .
Then wait wait.
kahwei sms-ed bus number plate to me.
still no sight of them.
then suddenly see chanel and yunxuan opposite strolling when bus come le.
board bus, for brother more important.
chatted w/ kahwei on the bus while he play my psp.
Reach expo. saw jingqing. go shee shee.
then come out agn.
Jingshi come out too.
then 3 late comers came. Slow.
went in for churchie. 2 months since i go.
Sang song. listened to sermon.
Pray. went to stage in front.
over le. walk to mrt station
waited. board bus.
sat w/ kahwei go NTU.
Played w/ jingshi's iphone.
reach thr. party.
Eat, play game.
Then drink water, then with mouth filled w/ water.
must say out sth like kahwei guess.
and he managed to figure out what thing i blabbering. gj.

We are brothers.

Laughlaugh on stage.
Take a long time to say out.
went back down.
listen songs.
Then eat somemore. Fat
4.30 ended. slack thr awhile.
199 to jurong point.
then mrt all the way to tampines.
bb to jingshi @ city hall.
bb to kahwei & jingqing @ tampines.
went w/ chanel, jinping and yunxuan go slack ard t.mall
go courts, mini toon, then arcade.
play the shooting machine.
w/ only 3 balls. wtf.
Thanks uh --"
go kopitiam,
never eat, then go tamp 1.
Buy xiao ba wang.
then go w/ they all to sunplaza park to eat.
eat le. 293-ed home w/ them.

Supposing it should be, but somehow im not.
'Cos of you ...


6:32 AM


Saturday, March 27, 2010

LIFE AINT THE SAME :(


3:43 AM



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Usual friday.
Aft school go 4e2.
went tmart mac aft tht,
never eat.
then go back school.
play bball awhile.
then ...
naughty person go break toilet glass.
bastard...
after tht scared -.-
No teacher find out, i think.
went sport hall.
self training badminton, but nvr play.
go canteen.
thanks corn for treating me tom yum noodle :D
play bball.
Home.
Comp.
Change, shower. Left hse.
Went hokkien mee (:
but nvr ate. lol.
28-ed to corn's hse.
Saw someone whom i long time nvr see.
Hi Bye.
MahJong-ed at corn's hse all the way to 11.
walk home w/ weekiat, hongshen and terence.
Piggyback terence halfway. :O
Byebye to weekiat first
3 way spilt road.
Me , Hongshen and terence.
HOME.
COMP.
Gaming until 3am
SLP

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Woke up at 1130.
overslept. oh fk.
check my phone.
lucky thingy cancel. Phew.
Nvr go. stay at home.
COMP.
5, someone came my hse.
Dont feel like staying at home.
go void deck, do dnt.
6+, someone left. then go home.
Thanks for helping me do dnt :O
and thanks for giving me sth.


3:36 AM


Thursday, March 25, 2010

Woke up w/ an epic dream.
i like it :D


3:53 PM



I WANT TO HAVE PREPAID.
OR ELSE I CANT SMS ! D:
INSERT SAD FACES.

sad day. sad life. sad. everything sad. since ytd onwards. it gonna be forever.


6:48 AM



every night same routine.
Uh uh. Ps brothers and jiejie :X
kahwei is evil for waking ppl up (Y)

morning. 6am,
alarm rings. snooze it all the way till 6.45
on comp, use awhile.
then off to school.
nvr bring dnt stuffs. borrow paper from kahwei.
3 periods. finally over.
MT, time flies. Hist. time flies even faster.
Bell rang. go 4e2 slack.
then go tmart, kfc.
never eat. wait awhile.
walk home w/ hong shen and co.
reach home, use comp.
shower liao, collect things from hong shen before gg jerr's hse.
slack awhile at thr, then 34-ed to stadium.
went toilet to change, then come out, drizzling.
went to " guard " the gate.
slacked thr for v. long,
rain big cnt go back.
Lucky spot tht is.
heard something.
:OOOOOOO Sweet, ^^
rain start to get bigger. damn,
cannot run ahhh. sad.
Rain nvr stop. CMI ._.
Cheerleading. Me wave flag, cool manxszxszx.
but rain, mood alrdy sian half le.
dismiss at 4+,
went find hong shen and co.
walk out, then drink milo
then walk in the rain.

its good to cry when raining,
no one will realise :X

walk go inter,
Then go tamp 1,
then go century square.
then go eat dinner.
teppan curry chicken :D
then go back inter.
then 29-ed home.

WHY DID IT EVEN RAIN TODAY !?
NUUUUUBBBBBB.


4:28 AM


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

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Cannot remember how's school ytd.
2 teacher nvr come. Chinese and Chemistry.
Hoseh. then ...
cant think of anymore.
After school, slack,
no study, play bball all the way until 5+.
Sad day.

I dont dare to face you,

walk home w/ brothers.
Sighs...

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Can remember what happen today,
sadder day than ytd. much more.
just recieved a bombarstic news from ...
1st and 2nd periods, mother tongue.
Computer lab. Bam ! cnt facebook, lousy.
3rd and 4th period. English
Feel like sleeping. but didnt.
5th and 6th period. Social Studies.
Computer lab. Can facebook, but lag.
but at the same time, go some link.
see le, then blog sometime. reflection ma :D

Recess. Bballlllll ~

8th and 9th. Physics.
Interesting. Magnetism.
10th and 11th.
Time flies. Go through ans.
Do experiment, paired up w/ kahwei.
Acids, Alkaline.
Go home straight aft sch.
Good boyyyy :D
Shower, use comp,
off to school agn.
Play bball then tired,
go canteen.
thanks jingshi jiejie for the tom yum. ^^
thanks huisi vip jiejie for the green tea. ^^
MWAHAHAHA.
Ate to my heart's content. :DDDDDD

went go shoot some hoops, until 5+,
met kahwei, corn & weekiat at canteen.
tmart w/ kahwei, corn & paohup aft tht.
while hongshen and weekiat went home.
byebyeeeee.
go KFC, never buy. Poor like fk.
Uh. Cope Kahwei's drink abit,
then walk home myself.
BAM ! :OOOO
Lonely like hell manxszxszx. Emo D:
saw jerrold and his mom at bus stop.
Hi Bye.

...
Dk what to say,
you think too much
when its just so simple,
i say real de you dont believe,
fake de, you believe.
...
...
...
...


4:27 AM


Tuesday, March 23, 2010

realise it's not just that simple as i thought..

LUST FOR YOU. :D


4:54 PM


Monday, March 22, 2010

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Boring day,
homeworking at home whole day.
blablabla.

22032010.

School started off well yeah.
dnt, maths , english.
perfect day. flawless.
things started to turn hay wire aft assembly.
from the gallery walking back to class,
walk staircase walk until nearly fell,
scolded " cb " ( cheeseburger, not )
teacher heard, asked me whether need take soap wash mouth nt.
><" !!!!!!
went 2e3 to have history ASP,
extra guy go take tht seat. cui la.
sat w/ jerrold near the front door.
ended at 4pm sharp.
went to sun rise terrace. no empty space.
go foyer, talked awhile,
then go canteen.
studied thr with hong shen, jerrold, corn, weekiat and kahwei.
saw funny things, told the rest.

Girl, your fly uh... no zip yeah ? :D
so embarrassing.

Kind soul, went tell her.
in the end kana blame for being pervert.
doesnt pay to be kind sia ._.
should have not tell her and let her go outside throw her own face.
kahwei came,
studied till 6.30
tired and hungry like dog like tht =.=
went home.

Im scared of girl's cry :(


8:01 AM


Sunday, March 21, 2010

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never sleep the whole night uh.
off comp go room play psp.
play until tired alrdy, lie down.
bang own's face w/ the pillow .
when feel like slping jiu go floor do push up.
in the end hand pain, then change to do on bed.
but situation never change. still pain,
then give up, change do crunches.
not a good position o.o
4.30 jiu got ppl wake up sms me le.
good, dont need me morning call.
1st.
finally lost the war at 4.50am like tht
by falling aslp.
but alarm woke me up at 5.05am.
jumped up from bed to grabbed my phone
called kahwei. he's awake. easy this time round.
Morning called jingshi next.
followed by jaslyn, then julian. aft tht use comp
wes-ley next to wake , then jiaqian.
enjoyed breakfast at tmall mac.
then one by one slowly come.
then spilt into two taxi ya.
1st : keng yong , jingshi , jaslyn and jiaqian.
2nd : kahwei , julian , wes-ley , jin ping & me.
dk the direction, then the taxi uncle attitude like was fk.
reach thr $26 ++
So excited, at the same time feel nervous.
saw ppl who was older than us ._.
Jingshi was the grp leader, went register.
" Smiley face" was our grp name.
gathered and had some briefing.
we played the first match.
and we lost 5-6 .

im damn disappointed,
i didnt put in my best.
i didnt jump for my max.
i didnt even block any balls.
Sighs... ... ... ...

went on to the bball court ,
support keng yong and his team.
their team lost too.
half way , julian wes-ley and jaslyn left.
went toilet, change shirt.
dry myself. was wet from hair to toe due to rain.
aft tht bused down to jurong point.
had LJS ( Long John Silver ) with LJS ( Lee Jing Shi ) ,
kahwei , jiaqian and jin ping.
ate le, go arcade find keng yong.
then trip to east coast park cancel.

SIAN UH.

mrt-ed back to tamp w/ the rest, except kahwei.
my nap was being disturbed by 2 dumbass.
but eventually managed to nap for abt 45 mins.
from joo koon slept all the way until bugis.
Yawnssss.
after 293-ed home w. jiaqian and jin ping.

Even we lost,
i believe we still put in our best.
( i didnt put in best, but i didnt put in best for organising and gathering >< )
SMILEYYYYYY FACEEEEEE. lets smile :D


To you, everything i dont bother.
But deep down, i bother so much,
till i dont believe tht i actually bothered so much
to a person whom thinks tht i bother not.


6:53 AM


Friday, March 19, 2010

woke up, use comp, do homewk.
then v. anxious abt tmr's competition.
keep calling organiser.
then waste prepaid ==
then everything done le.
need go suntec take consent form ==
ask the receptionist send me,
then they nvr uh.
Then jingshi , slp like pig :X
call me when she woke up,
told her i settled everything.
but then need go down suntec take consent form ._.
59-ed to jingshi hse.
then 518-ed to suntec w/ her.
walk ard in circles . @____@
found , went through the gate gantry.
So cooolllll sia.
collected 10 forms.
then went out, GATE GANTRY AGNNN SIA.
go toilet pee pee, then trained go Ehub.
Saw adrian at white sands,
walked to Ehub,
met up w/ hong shen, corn , weekiat and julian at justAcia,
ate. bill $41.77 , keep the change. LOL
21-ed to bus stop opposite
29-ed to corn's hse.
Sound like ytd routine ar ? :O
go his hse , play one round mahjong.
then sian alrdy, go watch him play dota.
organised some stuffs for captain's ball tmr de thingy.
waste so much prepaid, -.-
stay till until 10+,
28-ed home with hong shen.
come home to surprise, some bastards hacked my acc.
forgive you nubs :D

its rly now or never.
giving it my very best,
hope the rest of you will too :D
i playing tmr's game for you.

Captain's ball team.

1) LeeJingShi ( Leader ) << also dk why she leader uh :X
2) Loh Hui Si
3) Jaslyn Chua
4) Ong Jia Qian
5) Jin Ping Guan
6) Julian Ng
7) Wes-ley Tan
8) Cheong Kah Wei
9) Yee Jia Min
10) Jerrold Tan ??? << Are you coming or not ? :O

Time : 6:30am
Venue : Tamp inter mac.

ALL THE BEST AYE AYE AYE ! :D


9:56 AM


Thursday, March 18, 2010

You make me high , you make me real,
but from today,
you make me low, everyday.
It just not feeling good.
you are gone forever,
but you will return one day,
wont you ?

( insert lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of sad faces )

will be crying myself to sleep tonight, i swear.


8:22 AM


Wednesday, March 17, 2010

woke up at 6+,
use comp awhile,
shower,
bus to white sands,
go meet kahwei and co. @ mac,
then walk tgt w/ badminton mates to pasir ris park

sometimes, you should learn how to shut up, srsly.

went,
gathered.
spilt into grp.
then instead of picking up litters.
me , edgar and zhong hao
went jalan jalan.
first, went to find 4e5 ppl,
then went off to ehub want watch movie,
but all the timing doesnt fit,
when to eat at kopitiam,
then slack slack here and thr,
times almost up liao then went back.
saw someone when walking back,
picked up a bag of litter
and claim tht its ours.
1 bag full of leaves. (Y)
gather. play some games.
waited for zhang li come back.
then dismiss,
played pranks.
pull ppl pants down.
bus-ed home w/ edgar.
Uh Uh uh.

Dk what to do anymore.
-Sighs-

Been to a place of some many memories,
every corner,
i could recall sth,
of all places,
why isit that place?
Does all this means that
... ... ...
I dont know too.

HCFC !!

edited 11.09pm

Home le,
use comp awhile.
everything not well,
went out of house at 2+,
was pouring heavily.
21-ed to Ehub,

The time now is currently 11:11pm,
random :D

Realise someone went thr too,
Hmpft,
went bowling alley to find corn,
he's thr, but not kahwei,
called , called and called.
no pick up.
then go arcade.
stayed thr awhile.

You like to take pics, alot :D

Stayed for awhile,
went back to bowling thr,
met up w/ corn.
still no sight of kahwei,
went to take bus,
but then realise need to pee,
then walk back to downtown from the bus stop.
then drenched nah --
soooo colddddd D;
21-ed , then alight at TPJC opposite.
29-ed to corn's hse.
studied, learnt chem,
i finally understand sth which i previously dont :D
Thanks corn and kahwei for the coaching.
departed at 6+,
went buy exercise book and cheese fries,
then went home.


Saturday's the captain's ball competition,
yet nth's done yet.
Will i be able to go ?
Hope everything will be fine,
we will win.. yeahyeahyeah !
( and yeah, im damn despo for tht can ! ^^ )

Speechless, i dk what to say.


9:23 PM



3 days of motivational workshop.
no doubt, it was tiring,
did want to give up in the midst,
but manage to perservere.
what those coaches had taught us,
it was useful,
it let me realise so much more than i usually do.
it let me understand friendship
it let me know alot of things whick i previously dont.

i dont want to be left behind.
neither do i want to leave anyone behind.

Alls well ends well.
will miss the coaches very much.
:(

Brothers, pahbuaytoh :)


thr's CIP tmr morning.
9am siaaaa.
WALAOOOOOO.
CUIIII LA.
Blog tmr. bb.

dedicated to som bo dee:

thr's so much thing i want to say to you,
but now such things has happen,
i doubt you will talk to me agn,
if i want to.
idk whether should i hold on or nt,
neither do i know,
isit correct to love you in the first place.
but you rly just dont understand how i was feeling,
when i got to hear those things.
it wasnt pleasant at all.
it prick my heart.
so pain, you just dk.
idk what to do now.
someone, tell me,
wont you ?

having splitting headache and fever currently.
sucks.
whineyawnshout
:(



6:34 AM










6:30 AM


Monday, March 15, 2010

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If only you know,
but you dont.
Those words,
cut through me.
Dead and gone ...

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10 hours long of talk.
Break and interval in between.
Learn alot of things.
LOLOLOL
LOLOLOL
LOLOLOL
LOLOLOL
blogging is time wasting

Same process going through tmr,
no doubt, gonna learn more things.

You're mine mine mine mine.
BABOOM.


8:44 AM


Sunday, March 14, 2010

ITS OVER !


8:28 AM


Saturday, March 13, 2010

I AM A WINNER AT EVERY LOSING GAME. :|

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Woke up @ 8+,
used comp awhile,
went to school,
mom go for PTD first,
then go tgt to VP's office,
talktalktalk

1st) attire
2nd) attitude
3rd) behaviour
4th) Many more ...

O Level or National Service?

My day had been destroyed since that very moment,
HOME.
Comp-ed,
Ponder,think,wonder.
Let sis use comp, then went to do hols homewk.
Mostly thinking what VP had told me this morning,
instead of concentrating.

People who fails to plan, is someone who plans to fail.

Used comp back at 4+,

No mood No mood No mood No mood No mood
No mood No mood No mood No mood No mood

No mood No mood No mood No mood
No mood No mood No mood No mood
No mood No mood No mood
No mood No mood No mood
No mood No mood
No mood No mood

No mood

Thing aint that worst until at night,
i rather be mute,
i rather be someone who cant say anything,
for if i am, i wont say those stuff,
neither would this happen.
Now you aint here for me anymore,
i gonna walk the path alone.
Join me once again will you ?


Girl,
i love you more than anything in life.


10:47 PM





10:44 PM


Friday, March 12, 2010

Wake up,
school.
PE was damn boring la.
Maths was okayokay,
English was comp lab.
Enjoyed. Facebook and plurked thr.
Recess was so-so.
Physics is interesting ! very.

After school plan was evillll
did sth in sch here and thr.
helped teacher, kind boy.
28-ed to julian house, facebook thr.
walked to corn's hse.
Make water balloon bomb.
28-ed to 497.
Waited for main actor to come.
Threw water bomb at him.
BOMBARDDDD ! :D
my aiming fail. bomb anyhow fly.
wetted wrong person. opps.
Bballed until 5+.
HOME.

Quitted tuition, finding new one.
Say no to procastination.

iloveyou, v.v. much.


5:39 AM


Thursday, March 11, 2010

overslept uh. sleep until 7.10am.
rush rush rush.
No more strolling yeah ?
Brisk walked.
Counted as late ? wrong name.
Thanks Dion for helping me write.
Walked to D&T .
air con room, inside. do work.
Toilet, :)
Chinese,
History. project uh.
thanks bonnie do the whole thing herself.
Recess,
Social studies.
SFL, BOREDOM !
go thru o level style de oral.
had ASP aft tht.

Ended at 4.05pm,
went bball court.
playplayplay.
Had a fun match, interesting.
HOME.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONG SHEN ! :D

i didnt think of how am i going to live my days without you,
not gonna think about it too, you will be here with me.
Maybe ? Perhaps, or its just my wishful thinking.


7:01 AM






































Let go of the past, Treasure the present, Await the future.

Everytime someone walks out of my life, i think to myself, am i meant to be alone in the dark.

Its heartbreaking when you know that people you truly care about dont even give a damm if you are in their life or not.


6:53 AM


Wednesday, March 10, 2010
























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Comp-ed before going school.
Chinese was slack.
Enjoyed my hotdog bun during MT lesson.
History was a so-so.
Maths was complicated.
Recess is ...
English at classroom, sucks.
Chemistry, trying my best to understand.
Went home to change aft school.
Met up w/ huisi and went tamp stadium.
Disturbing people at thr.
Ended @ 4+,
went subway w/ ju, kw, alexis, matt, jackie, jaslyn, huisi and deon.
28-ed home.
Alight le, saw this injured lady.
Offered to walk her home,
chatted on the way.
Solo-ed my way home after that.

Girl,
do you simply just enjoy
seeing me jealous ?
Or is that you job to make me jealous ?
Either one ? Or neither o
ne?

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Used comp before going to school, AGAIN.
RAIN, drenched when get to school.
Feeling unwell then.
Saw that someone, :)
went to class.
MT, Today is bak kwa bread.
Was having fun w/ jerr & kw.
English aft that, comp lab.
Social studies next, comp lab.
Recess, comp lab.
Physics, comp lab.
Chemistry, comp lab.

Recess, bballed.
Physics, never bring workbook,
cher no come,
Chemistry, talktalktalk.
Was prepared when cher asked tht qsn.

Cher, i want go to the toy let.
I need go pee pee.

RASHES.
Did went for CCA.
Instead waited for you.
Waitwaitwait.
Headache started coming.
Continued waiting.
But ending was bad.
Home.