♥ 6:44 AM

23042010,
someone come back,
someone left.
2 left.
1 i cried so hard,
the other one didnt.
09.55am, RIP grandma,
you're gone, forever.

recieve bombastic news during lesson.
check phone,
and yes, i used the phone -.-
saw msg tht sister sent me.
at first still smile smile,
can skip school.
aft school,
situation isnt the same
i cried, very hard.
:(
thanks brothers who was thr for me.
walked out of school w/ tears.
went tmart w/ brothers.
quiet all the way.
walk the last.
expression very obvious was sad ?
go mac, brothers buy lunch.
i didnt.
go back school
On the way back, saw VIP jiejie.
see my expression she ask me am i alright
although she dk what happen to me
neither did i tell her.
told her im fine.
and continue walking.
brothers go back school to eat their take away mac lunch
me, walk home.
change liao go back school.
sad ttm.
walk to school alone,
feeling weird,
slack in sch.
play bball.
went home aft tht , tired.
comp, shower.
taxi to golden mile complex thr take coach.
konsortium bus expression.
set off for penang at 10.
in bus, sms ppl.
call ppl.
until msia, no more connection.
Bye singapore,
bye friends,
bye she.

I will be back.

24042010

reach penang as early as 6+
taxi to grandfather hse.
when reaching grandpa's hse.
can see the funeral tents, all those things
being set up le.
Was having mix feeling,
want to bang wall die sua.
walked in ,
see grandma's body,
lie thr, not moving at all.
held back my tears.
she's no longer ard.
change until white shirt
then ride motor go market buy breakfast.
then motor back.
eat, wait awhile
relative slowly came.
night fall gradually,
uncle bought 40 boxes of alcohol.
1 box 24 cans
1 box abt RM 200
40 x 200 = RM 8000, which is wtf la.
priest came,
chant chant chant.
then sth unexpected happen.
disaster strike.
wont explain further,
want know come ask me yourself.
drink beer.
face red red, but not drunk wor.
1st night quite tired,
cos previous night,
watch movie on the bus,
1 movie finish,
watch another one,
then another one,
then another one.
so 1+,
i announced myself battery flat,
slp.
Zzzz Zzzz Zzzz.

25042010

woke up at 12+ going 1 in the afternoon.
relative alot came le.
then uncle ordered one roast pig,
bigbig one sia.
RM 800. swt ><
2 =" RM" 3 =" RM"> ____ < !!
firstly, sons and daughters pray first.
aft tht is ahma's daughter's husband.
then ahma's brothers & sister.
then finally.
grandchildren's turn.
male stand in front wor.
i stand in front. ^^
then bow to ahma for 4 time,
then other ppl turn.
aft everything,
ppl carry ahma's coffin walk for abt 2 - 3 km.
then put her on the car. then the rest take bus.
on the bus, aircon. cooling. reach thr.
pray pray. then put the coffin into the " oven ? "
then sent for cremate.

Bye ahma, eternity.

then bus back to grandpa's hse.
eat dessert, change clothes.
no need wear white le. then drive go out,
go hitam thr have hair cut,
then go ard finding bubble gum,
walk from one street to another,
ask from one shop to another. all nvr sell.
drive to another place. asked 2 shops, dont have also.
then drive to another place. ask 4 shops. still dont have !
wtf.
buy 4 packets laksa. then go back. eat le. use comp agn.
3+ 4, use until 8+ change.
go airport. take aeroplane, 22 55 flight , reach sg at 23 50.

28042010

go home . alrdy abt 1+ ?
shower all this. slp at going 1+ going 2.
woke up at 4.30. do homewk. damn tired ar sia --"
shower at 6+. then go sch le. happy to see friends.
friends surprise to see me too.
they didnt know im at sg le .
AHAHAHAHA :3 ,

PS. I didnt lie, i thought i will be going away for quite some days.
But didnt expect i will be back so soon.


Typing this post, i cried.
As i watched my grandma who is lying still in the coffin
i whispered ,
" Grandma, wake up, stop slping le "
everytime i walk past her coffin,
i will look inside and whisper this phrase without fail.
but she let me disappointed everytime. :( :( :(

May you rest in peace,
Grandma

xoxo,
kelvin heinneman.


Thanks O. JingTing

Credit her, cos she ask me to.
dont know for what ._.

( for comforting me ? for helping me spell words tht i dk ? )

♥ 7:20 AM

blogging now with cousin's comp
sian ttm. go
i want go back sg.
miss my friends.
miss her too

♥ 10:25 AM

Will be MIA till 3rd may or even ltr.
Miss me pls

xoxo,
Kelvin Heinneman

♥ 5:05 AM

Will be MIA until next next week.
Bye

1 person come back 2 person gone.
rather you dont come back -.-

♥ 1:35 AM

20042010

Happy b'day kahwei !

morning late wake up.
go school.
Forget what i do in school le.
D:
Aft school.
go home, change.
cook cheese sausages,
meant to be eaten during tuition.
go back school.
slack.
watch sec 1 have their captain ball inter class.
watch le.
4+, go tuition.
walk go tmart.
someone told me sth.
then hear liao. jitao bad mood.
dont want go tuition le.
buy 2 cups bbt, go back sch.
then give 1 cup to someone.
extra abit during their interclass.
played w/ the loud speaker ? dk what isit call.
shout across.
cheered for 1e4. also dk why i did.
but they lost still.
then sec 4 vs sec 1.
win them.
nth to be proud of.
Rain.
Walk Home Ar.
HOME!

21042010

late wake up agn.
go school.
MT, pay attention le.
English. teacher nvr come.
No comp lab ar. sad.
SS. slack.
Recess,
Physics, paid attention <3
Chemistry, paid attention,
then got test. dk how well / badly i did.
But i got put in my very best.
Aft school.
take video for PE proj.
then go hall video.
then wait for ppl play piano.
go back canteen.
very tired.
close eyes, want slp. cnt slp
go play bball.
And i went crazy halfway.
HOME.
TADAAA.

♥ 5:42 AM

17042010

Morning wake up v. early
7+ ar
use comp awhile.
then walk go 492 play morning bball
shag ttm. play until 11+
go home, shower use comp.
recieve call from ppl.
someone got daiji agn -.-
meet them at bus stop.
walk go eat mac.
slack thr.
talk
then walk home.
saw songka.
then sit down,
wait them cross le.
bow, then go home.
Tadaaa.

18042010

HOME ALL DAY.

19042010

Woke up early.
go down.
saw someone walk like penguin.
go sch.
slack ard w/ clarence awhile.
sing song.
go dnt.
very slack. up to task. good boy
went downstair slack.
go upstair nth do.
maths. go thru maths paper.
english . comp lab. :D
recess.
MT, kana scolded for not doing homewk for past 2 months. jialat
assembly. got lousy speaker.
RISE lesson boring.
then realise i lost my folio during tht time.
cher dont allow me go find .
scared scared
aft sch. choing go find.
cnt find ar sia.
lost it le : (
oral .
pissed
all 4e1 ppl go first.
then 4e4 no have one ?
whats this manxszxszx.
had oral. tongue tied during reading.
but perform well during conversation.
aft oral, wait .
dio gan by 6 teachers or more.
surrounded by them somemore.
play bball aft tht.
saw ppl fight wor.
gangster.
walk home.
caught in the rain.
wet, so are my shoe, pathetic.
\m/
HOME !

♥ 6:46 AM

15042010

go to school ?
dk what happen in school forget le.
SFL is international friendship day ar.
go corridor see see.
And eventually black house emerge first.
\m/
Rush home, shower change.
go back sch do dnt
nt bad ar. done 3 more pages during asp.
now got 70+ pages le (Y)
raining liao.
HOME.

16042010

late for school ar sia.
7.10 then wake up.
went to school.
PE , filming, i act seh :D
Maths, go thru cluster paper.
EL , comp lab. facebook. song ^^
Aft sch, go see show, no show.
go tmart.
mac. talk slack.
HOME.
use comp, shower , slack.
go jerrold hse.
take yakult straw from him
for my earhole ar,
my straw dk when drop out from ear de.
take liao, cut 3 cm then put inside ear.
off to sch.
go bus stop meet kahwei.
go school
take attendance go hall.
In hall from 3.15 like tht sit until 430 like tht
shag ar.
finally start.
watch prize giving so many smart ppl.
jealous liao le sia.
until 6.30 like tht over .
no food to eat. tmd.
go tmart w/ brothers to eat.
then eat liao recieve a sms.
then walk home w/ brothers
AIZAI LA.

♥ 5:23 AM

13042010

someone left early in the morning.
Byebye.
School as usual.
after school rush home,
change, go back to school
change at school
went tuition.
supposing 2 and a half hour, become 3 and a half hour.
pro pro.
due to raining,
took bus home instead of walking.
Hmpft.
HOME !

14042010

School pretty interesting.
chinese got essay writing compo.
prize will be mine, neh ni neh ni poo poo.
English, cher no come. comp lab.
SS, comp lab.
Recess,
Physics. time flies.
Chem, fell aslp. sorry teacher
went toilet wash face.
went back to study (Y)
aft school rush home.
call 999,
report sth to them.
in the end ownself kana.
give details to police,
talk to them.
friendly policeman and policewoman.
then rush go jerrold's house.
took sth from his mother.
then go school.
walk ard. play bball awhile.
tian shen come.
walk ard. slack. then go infocomm.
cnt go in.
slack along the corridor.
saw one sec 3 guy whack sec 1.
shouted at him, he scared.
ask him spar, dont dare. -'-
dog face.
then got teacher behind.
fking pek cek tht time.
walk ard.
eat
:(
play bball.
go minimart buy 1.5 pepsi twist.
HOME.

♥ 5:02 AM

O:
dnt, 3 periods pass by damn fast sia.
enjoyed though.
good boy.
maths, in class go thru paper.
time pass fast.
english, go comp lab. use comp. shiok.
recess.
chinese, go class enjoy fan, take tie.
go to second floor, go toilet
caught by teacher, kana scolded.
but talked my way thru it. lol.
go back hall, go gallery.
sit sit. talk talk.
assembly, prize presentation.
go back class.
bidding wor. 10/10 for close friends. thanks yo !
after school go tmart.
thanks for the bbt.
go back sch. eat.
go play bball.
tired le. want go do dnt.
saw somebody.
run ar run ar run.
run until headache, want puke, dizzy, want faint.
walk ar walk ar walk.
nvr even bother to stay. hais.
slacked in school.
walked home w/ clar at 5+

Tomorrow got tuition oo yeah !

Friday go to speech day... OOO YEAH \m/

♥ 6:44 AM

I did sth wrong.
SORRY :(

Second chance - Faber Drive.

I found the phone
I must've missed your message
You got it wrong, It wasn't what your friend said.
Tell by your tone, I've taken it too far again.
(Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.)

Your friends are telling you, You gotta move on.
(Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.)
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don't know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I'm just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should've let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give ,I was the first to ask.
Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

I should've known, took you and I for granted
Gotta let you know, I was never underhanded.
Tell by your tone, I've taken it too far again.
(Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.)

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
(Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.)
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don't know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I'm just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should've let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

What you give is always what you get.
There's so much I haven't given yet.
If you could give another second chance.
(Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.)

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
(Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.)
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don't know why I ever waited to say.
Cuz I'm just dying just to see you.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should've let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give I was the first to ask.
Now I'm in second place to get a second chance.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out
I should've let you in, but I let you down
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask
Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

♥ 9:31 PM

08042010

school was fun,
especially during SFL.
MATHS. LOLOL
aft school, rush home.
shower, change.
come back school
walk ard, go do dnt.
then tian shen sms, say he coming.
then he w/ kahwei go find him.
talk talk.
then go sign out from dnt.
dont want do le.
then tian shen coming in sch.
teacher also come talk to him.
then agreed to treat us mac.
(Y)
play bball until 6+
go find teacher.
EAT MAC.
damn shiok :)
walk home tgt w/ jerrold, kahwei & matt @ 8.30pm like tht
shag like wtf.
HOME.

09042010

PE project, kana fk by teacher D:
maths, interesting.
english, more interesting.
comp lab + library
recess, eat mama fried for me de 鸡蛋炒饭
then go for physics.
also very interesting.
aft sch, slackslack, play bball awhile
then go home,
shower change.
34-ed to stadium.
met someone on the way.
thanks for the m&m chocolate,
watch ppl run. so pro.
go subway aft tht
go home.
comp awhile, shower, change.
go down bus stop meet corn weekiat,
then 17, meet kahwei.
bus go bedok, eat hokkien mee.
then 28-ed home.
HOME !

♥ 7:43 PM

06042010

sch as usual.
no ppl morning msg wake me up, cui.
mom wake me up.
go to sch,
study study.
times flies.
rush home aft sch.
change.
go sch.
play bball awhile,
change to home clothes in sch.
walk go tuition.
waited.
then in the late,
if knew it earlier,
i wouldnt have rush thr le.
went up put bag,
come down agn.
come le, good.
go up agn,
tuition starts.
study la sia.
good boy .
teacher teach.
so easy to understand.
good good.
suppose to end at 7,
but cher release at 7.30
3 hours sia.
supposing should dread tuition
but dk why.
i like this tuition so much, very much.
then walk home alone,
road so dark. scared scared.
HOME.

07042010

got ppl morning msg me.
10+ msg? i think ? thanks yo !
go to sch.
study.
chinese have test.
english aft tht , have test.
SS, 2 periods slack. no comp lab uh sia.
recess.
physics. listen to teacher uh.
chemistry, i dont understand :(
aft school.
go home, shower and change.
then go back school,
bball > study > slack > bball.
then aft tht 6+ go tmart.
then saw somebody uh .
see me liao jiu laugh.
weird :O
KFC at thr all the way until 7+
watch ppl eat, gossip.
HOME.

♥ 6:36 AM

04032010

woke up at 8.+
shower,wash face.
went out of house at 9.10 like tht.
walk go opposite bus stop.
met up w/ yunxuan and jinping.
then take bus 12.
next stop, jingqing board the bus.
off to expo.
nice drama. very nice. so touching.
home aft tht.
use comp, shower, wait for jerr's sms.
then finally he smsed.
once agn go opposite bus stop.
met him, walk tgt w/ him to mdm chin's hse.
do dnt over thr. eat also.
v. coollllll manxszxszx.
do until 6+
a grp of 5 went off tgt.
go tmart.
at mac slack for quite sometimes.
then go home.
tiredddddd.

05042010

asked someone to spam morning msg .
but she nvr. wtf.
7.15 then wake up.
all your fault! D: lol jkjk.
wash face, change, rushed to school.
never once walked so fast to sch before. first time.
surprisingly. not late wor. how come ?
dnt, not fun.
maths, not fun.
english not fun.
recess not fun.
mt not fun.
assembly not fun.
fire drill exercise.
"KELVIN ! WHY ARE YOU STANDING UP ? WHY ARE YOU NOT LISTENING TO INSTRUCTION ? "
i so special >< teacher shouted my name.
as i was standing behind,
i could see everyone's head turned and face me.
so embarrassing.
walking back class.
shirt not tuck in.
kana teacher caught agn.
ear stick not taken out,
kana caught agn.
WTH !
kana scolded as a whole class.
Cui ar.
never go for asp english.
trauncy
instead go do dnt.
until 4+ 5 like tht uh.
play bball.
home aft tht.

i heard sth.

There's tuition tmr.
oo yeah :D

♥ 6:49 AM

02042010

boring day.
go cemetery, bai bai.
then home.
stay home aft tht.
no go out.
uh. comp. homewk.

03042010

home.
out.
friend's hse.
movie.
clash of the titans.
fking nice siaaaaa. :D
home.
very late le.
lazy describe.
i want slppppp.

♥ 8:14 AM

Woke up from an incomplete nightmare.
sister woke me up halfway D:
wanted to find out the whole thing of the story one sia :(

♥ 6:16 PM

31032010

forget what happen in sch le.
STM.
aft sch.
someone came my hse.
someone waited for me to shower.
someone went back to sch w/ me.
i gave someone something.
back at school.
slack walk ard.
lousy day.
Home la.

01042010

Happy april's fool.
nvr kena trick.
DNT, design studio use comp.
Chinese, slackslack.
History, okok. free show. ROFLMAO :X
Recess, go and arrange table, then move teacher's table.
recess over, teacher nvr come sch.
Relief teacher came instead.
Kana the prank. LMAO !
SFL, hall for cyberwellness talk.
damn cool uh. TEMASEK POLYYYY !

after school, slack.
go dnt until 430
in between go out walk walk,
cant see her, she not in sch.
during dnt go design studio use comp agn.
facebook, plurk. geee :D
bball aft tht till 6+. leg pain.
go home, comp shower, relax.
morning not feeling well,
aft bball felt worst.
wanted to make myself cant even get out of bed,
so went 492 to bball.
walked thr w/ limping leg. cos leg damn pain.
then giddy giddy still de.
aft bball, feel like fainting -.-
walked home w/ hong shen and kahwei
hong shen left half way
then continued the way home w/ kahwei
Thanks.

came home.
alot conversation lighted up wor.
byebye..

to girl :







:D

♥ 8:56 AM