23042010,
someone come back,
someone left.
2 left.
1 i cried so hard,
the other one didnt.
09.55am, RIP grandma,
you're gone, forever.
recieve bombastic news during lesson.
check phone,
and yes, i used the phone -.-
saw msg tht sister sent me.
at first still smile smile,
can skip school.
aft school,
situation isnt the same
i cried, very hard.
:(
thanks brothers who was thr for me.
walked out of school w/ tears.
went tmart w/ brothers.
quiet all the way.
walk the last.
expression very obvious was sad ?
go mac, brothers buy lunch.
i didnt.
go back school
On the way back, saw VIP jiejie.
see my expression she ask me am i alright
although she dk what happen to me
neither did i tell her.
told her im fine.
and continue walking.
brothers go back school to eat their take away mac lunch
me, walk home.
change liao go back school.
sad ttm.
walk to school alone,
feeling weird,
slack in sch.
play bball.
went home aft tht , tired.
comp, shower.
taxi to golden mile complex thr take coach.
konsortium bus expression.
set off for penang at 10.
in bus, sms ppl.
call ppl.
until msia, no more connection.
Bye singapore,
bye friends,
bye she.
I will be back.
24042010
reach penang as early as 6+
taxi to grandfather hse.
when reaching grandpa's hse.
can see the funeral tents, all those things
being set up le.
Was having mix feeling,
want to bang wall die sua.
walked in ,
see grandma's body,
lie thr, not moving at all.
held back my tears.
she's no longer ard.
change until white shirt
then ride motor go market buy breakfast.
then motor back.
eat, wait awhile
relative slowly came.
night fall gradually,
uncle bought 40 boxes of alcohol.
1 box 24 cans
1 box abt RM 200
40 x 200 = RM 8000, which is wtf la.
priest came,
chant chant chant.
then sth unexpected happen.
disaster strike.
wont explain further,
want know come ask me yourself.
drink beer.
face red red, but not drunk wor.
1st night quite tired,
cos previous night,
watch movie on the bus,
1 movie finish,
watch another one,
then another one,
then another one.
so 1+,
i announced myself battery flat,
slp.
Zzzz Zzzz Zzzz.
25042010
woke up at 12+ going 1 in the afternoon.
relative alot came le.
then uncle ordered one roast pig,
bigbig one sia.
RM 800. swt ><
2 =" RM" 3 =" RM"> ____ < !!
firstly, sons and daughters pray first.
aft tht is ahma's daughter's husband.
then ahma's brothers & sister.
then finally.
grandchildren's turn.
male stand in front wor.
i stand in front. ^^
then bow to ahma for 4 time,
then other ppl turn.
aft everything,
ppl carry ahma's coffin walk for abt 2 - 3 km.
then put her on the car. then the rest take bus.
on the bus, aircon. cooling. reach thr.
pray pray. then put the coffin into the " oven ? "
then sent for cremate.
Bye ahma, eternity.
then bus back to grandpa's hse.
eat dessert, change clothes.
no need wear white le. then drive go out,
go hitam thr have hair cut,
then go ard finding bubble gum,
walk from one street to another,
ask from one shop to another. all nvr sell.
drive to another place. asked 2 shops, dont have also.
then drive to another place. ask 4 shops. still dont have !
wtf.
buy 4 packets laksa. then go back. eat le. use comp agn.
3+ 4, use until 8+ change.
go airport. take aeroplane, 22 55 flight , reach sg at 23 50.
28042010
go home . alrdy abt 1+ ?
shower all this. slp at going 1+ going 2.
woke up at 4.30. do homewk. damn tired ar sia --"
shower at 6+. then go sch le. happy to see friends.
friends surprise to see me too.
they didnt know im at sg le .
AHAHAHAHA :3 ,
PS. I didnt lie, i thought i will be going away for quite some days.
But didnt expect i will be back so soon.
Typing this post, i cried.
As i watched my grandma who is lying still in the coffin
i whispered ,
" Grandma, wake up, stop slping le "
everytime i walk past her coffin,
i will look inside and whisper this phrase without fail.
but she let me disappointed everytime. :( :( :(
May you rest in peace,
Grandma
xoxo,
kelvin heinneman.
Thanks O. JingTing
Credit her, cos she ask me to.
dont know for what ._.
( for comforting me ? for helping me spell words tht i dk ? )
